its not necessarily a positive or a negative... it just is.

I can't believe I'm about to say this, but dude... you are so right. And I would really, really like to just be able to think that way, you know? Not be happy or angry or anything, just "hey, look, I'm a different size, whatevs".

Sometimes I can. I mean, the decision to even test whether I was smaller or not was pretty much just straight up curiosity, so that was good.